Well, I finished the book. The second reading is ‘a must’ for anyone who is really wanting to get the thoughts / words written.

The final chapters really help me to see that I can create my own reality. The most important aspect for me right now is the reaching for thoughts that feel better. We are all vibrational beings and I can feel my vibrations so much more now when I think thoughts that support me, or don’t support me. Being sensitive to that has helped me to see where I am creating good and wanted things, or unwanted things. I struggle with it at times, as my pattern of thinking has been going on for some time now. But I do feel relief in knowing that I can begin to change them, by asking to do so, then believing that I can, and then allowing the good thoughts to be the dominant ones.

For example, I just ended a relationship with someone I wanted to love for the rest of my life. But as the relationship progressed, I began to create negative thoughts, thinking it was the person’s job to help me get rid of them. Jealousy was the number one thought that was rabid in my mind. I felt myself slipping away, slowly, with each thought that came to me, and in the end I acted upon the thoughts in my head and created distrust and fear in the person. I take responsibility for my actions and see where I started to create what I don’t want. I now want to create better in my life, so I will work hard to move towards what I want and be open to allowing that.

How I will do this is, with the beliefs that I am loved and can be loved without someone leaving me for others. You see, that belief was created when I was little and has repeated over and over and over in my life, in relationships. Painful, yes. But it’s a thought and belief that I am someone that people leave. I now know that I don’t have to continue to create that belief, again and again and again. I now choose other thoughts and turn them into self beliefs of my value, self worth, and blessings that I have. I have realized that I have created this and I take responsibility for it. That is powerful for me, as I know I can change.

I am a loving, vulnerable, passionate woman. That is my contract that I came to in a recent training. The training led me to read the ‘Law of Attraction’ book. A book I had on my night-stand for a year or two and had not read! At the end of the book, there is talk about the ‘Segment Intending’ Process (If you want, and expect, to receive the subject of your intent, it will be). For me, the process clearly states how to go about creating your day, moment by moment, asking yourself what do I want most from my day, from getting out of bed, to grooming, to driving to work, to being at work with co-workers, … creating value for yourself in every moment of life. This is basic, and it is perfect for me, as I don’t like complicated things. I felt, this I can do, and it feels perfect for me to do it.

What I want will come, if I am deliberate about my thoughts and expect it.

Jane, thank you for your support and kind words. I feel the love and I appreciate it.

Today I intend to love myself and really have value for myself and appreciate me and all of my gifts. I connect with others and it is positive and freeing and loving. I see their value and love them and allow them to be whatever and whom ever they chose to be and we are in harmony with each other.

You have a great day, Jane.

I am now reading the ‘Ask and It Is Given’ book and I will write comments on that as I put it to work in my life. I look forward to the growth and changes that will come about.

I know that there is so much more for me to have and it will be delicious and full of pure wanting and desire. The best.

Love

F

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