Je suis vraiment béni avec les amis les plus beaux/famille, dont le heartedness ouvert et la nature émouvante continuent à m'inspirer ces jour et journalier… comprenant une abondance infinie de pensées heureuses d'étincelle appelées Sue, qui m'envoie la joie par écrit comme ceci, journalière :

Objet : Je pensais.

Plus cher Jane,

Après que notre causerie, j'ait pensé à quelque chose que je veux que vous sachiez, ainsi
J'envoie ceci. essai de capturer mes « pensées » et « sentiments » avec
les mots dactylographiés est un peu difficile mais j'essayerai.

Quand j'écris dans mon blog, je ainsi parce qu'I « sensation » a contraint par quelque chose
c'est « dehors de me » - quelque chose beaucoup plus grande et mystérieuse que
simplement « je ». J'ai moulé ces mots dehors dans cet univers, pour les raisons qui I
ne peut pas comprendre mais je le fais de toute façon. Ainsi, j'actuellement « pense » ces derniers
les mots sont pour la consommation publique, si vous. Une sorte de « libre secouent de
mots, pensées, et idées » pour n'importe qui qui choses de participer au
offre. Sentez svp librement, à tout moment, pour prendre de ce que vous avez besoin et
écartez-les loin et au loin. Pour. ces mots seul ne sont pas à moi mais sont
plutôt « la musique de chuchotement » subliminale de cet « Uni~verse » qui est tout
de nous. Je m'avère justement juste avoir le cadeau du temps, et supplémentaire vive la « sensation »
pour pouvoir ouvrer quelque chose qui est une expression réelle de ce que suis je
« écoutant ». Certains ont le cadeau de la musique. d'autres ont le cadeau
de la représentation visuelle de la « musique des sphères ». Je dactylographie simplement et
exsudez « les pensées heureuses d'étincelle ».

Beaucoup d'amour,
Sue

En honorant la présence/présents de Sue, voici deux de ses expressions plus récentes, de sorte que vous puissiez finir par savoir ses plus et vous-même :

13 avr. 2008

« Se sentant » curieusement « personnel ». ma semaine dans une coquille de noisette.

Puits. La vie sûre est drôle. J'AI EU de grands plans « des quantités copieuses d'écriture » en de mon livre de « rêve-devenir-réalité » mais ? ? Une brosse de la vie et avec « près de la mort » imposée. Aucun s'inquiète, de chers lecteurs. Ce n'était pas MA « presque mort », mais l'un de mes félins. Le chat de ma fille à être parfaitement honnête. et elle ne sait pas encore le malade son kitty pauvre était. Le *sigh* n'ayant parfois pas des finances me tracasse considérablement et cette semaine était l'une de ces périodes. Pour sûr.

One might be thinking, “WHY do you have pets if you cannot afford a veterinarian’s bill?”. I have no explanation or excuse to offer. I simply try to help, and sometimes.. animals seem to “adopt ME”; and I just do the very best I can, with what I have. Poor Tooey came down with a sudden, and very mysterious ailment that had me thinking that when I woke up Thursday morning, she would not. She was having seizures, vomiting- and.. well, it was truly scary- and heart- wrenching. I did everything within my abilities to make her comfortable, hydrated.. and calm and quiet. With her two “buddies” (Bouncy Bella, and Orphan Annie) hovering near-by, this was a little difficult.. but.. we managed.

Happily, Tooey is back to being her peculiarly curious AND most mischievous self today. And.. my week of vacation is almost over. I DID manage to write a bit in “my book”- and also did a lot of mindless reading, and resting. I also “pondered” quite a bit. Various issues of world events, thoughts and feelings of people- the concept of giving of one’s heart-and-soul still swirl about my head. Sometimes I find myself feeling a bit angst- ridden about not having expendible income- but manage to turn my thoughts and feelings back into something that is more beneficial and positive than getting “stuck” in that which I am not able to change.

I spent my morning thus far, reading a few blog postings that my friends have posted, making comments to them- and also on profile pages; visiting and commenting at several other sites I daily frequent.. and took a few minutes to give attention to Bella, Tooey, and Annie. Playing with two cats, a dog.. and a laser light is GREAT fun!! Guaranteed to help one smile, no matter how you might be feeling. I also have carried my bird (cage and all) next to my computer, as she is having another bout of “separation anxiety” that causes horrid shrieking from her, if I am NOT in her immediate line of sight.

Why am I even bothering to write this blog this morning?? Well. As I was watching my animals happily chase that source of light energy, I had a thought. One that I am wanting to share with you. You are probably already knowing that MY life’s purpose is pretty simple- even if it does seem a bit “out there” in terms of being “practical”. That’s perfectly fine- because I’m going to continue doing this anyway. I admit- when I began this, back in early October.. I was hopefully optimistic that I COULD, indeed, help others “whom-I-have-not-met”. BUT? I had NO idea of how incredibly powerful this dream of mine actually was- until I acted upon it. Those “Happy Sparkle Thoughts” that I leave wherever I can, seem to be growing. Exponentially. Other people ARE “feeling”- and?? I received a message yesterday, from one of my friends that TRULY came at the most appropriate time.

I was in need of hearing something uplifting- as I have not been “feeling that great”, physically speaking. My VERY heart-and-soul goes out to those of you dealing with Auto-Immune Defficiency Syndrome. Otherwise known as.. AIDS. I have the exact opposite health problem- but not very many people ever hear about it. A combination of Lupus, and rheumatiod arthritis. No less devistating, and the injections are going to be for the rest of my life.. so I am VERY much aware of the importance of how “staying on medication” greatly improves one’s quality of life. Yeah, sometimes the side- effects TRULY “suck”.. but they are less devastating than the symptoms of my illnesses. I try to NOT focus upon my illness- but deal with those things “that I can offer” to others. Including compassion, hope, kindness- and gentle encouragement. Just because I can- I have enough to share.. and I truly DO care about these things.

Anyway. I digress. Back to the neat message. One of my friends shared with me that her partner is.. actively spreading “Happy Sparkle Thoughts” to other people!! Oh, I just think this is SO wonderfully awesome, it is just the most perfect thing that I was needing to hear. It helps me.. and encourages me to keep “being me” no matter what temporary “speed bumps” life tosses before me. I was ALSO greatly pleased to notice in another friend’s blog post this morning that “Cheerless Chuckle” thoughts have changed into “sparkle thoughts”. Kinda heart warming for me to be viewing, truly.

Also this past week, I have been in a bit of a “funk” because one of the kids that I had attending my program (she came faithfully EVERY day, since last September!) has moved away. I have been quite sad about this, as her home life thus far has been far from “ideal”.. and I do wonder how this move will affect and impact her future. Unfortunately- I am not able to control those things “outside my own realm”.. and have to remain focused upon my own “thoughts”, “feelings”, and “actions” in this universe. So, I am having a “bruised heart-and-soul” time.. but this will pass, with time. Such is the balance of life. Heh. SUCH a long- winded blog.. just to simply say these two words to you, dear reader(s).. those mysterious- and my friends. THANK YOU. Truly, for sending ME encouragement, for truly BEING “who-you-are-meant-to-be”!! All over this world, I have friends.. and I do understand we have NOT met in person, but?? The true energy of genuine kindness, support, and positive nature of your very “essence” can be felt by me. Thank you, all of you.. for actively participating in life, for spreading kindness in ways that are uniquely yours. “Happy Sparkle Thoughts” to each and every one of you.. and those whom you love. AND? Yeah, please feel free to sprinkle some around those people who irritate you as well. It’s FUN!! I DO hope your day is going well- and brings you a smile or two.

15 Apr 2008

Refrigerator- opening Cat.. and other musings..

Oh- the joys of sharing my life with “critters” that constantly amaze, and challenge my beliefs. *LOL* IF I had not seen this for myself this morning, I, myself (as optimistic AND “believing-in-the-unbelievable as I am) would NOT have believed this. BUT?? Yep. It’s true. This wonderfully curious, EVER- “thinking” feline has JUST surpassed herself in finding “dangerous things to do” when bored!!

I was in my kitchen really, REALLY early this morning, mostly comatose because I had not yet had my daily “infusion” of coffee. As I was preparing the beans (freshly ground, each morning)- I heard a curious noise coming from… INSIDE my refrigerator! Hmm.. so, of course I opened it.. to find TOOEY staring back at me from the bottom shelf. WHAT??? How the hell did this happen? Heh.. sorry. This IS my spontaneous and truthful thought. I picked her up, set her on the floor- and was pondering how I could have POSSIBLY shut her in the refrigerator. I mean, one would THINK that.. a cat would be noticed, in a place it definitely didn’t belong, right?? I have been EVER so careful lately, especially as just last week, she almost ended up getting an unexpected “cycle through the dishwasher”!!

I was extremely puzzled, especially as I couldn’t remember even having OPENED the refrigerator yet this morning. Huh. Back to careful preparation of my “heavenly elixir”.. otherwise known as.. Coffee Preparation 101. Well, perhaps after all these years I have progressed to the level of.. 301. Anyway. I had my back to the refrigerator, as I was getting COLD, filtered water (VERY important for perfect coffee!) at the sink. I heard an odd “scritching” noise and a commotion behind me. Turning around, I noticed.. Tooey.. lying on her back, with all four paws.. digging at the BOTTOM of the refrigerator door- that was partially opened!! In the split- millisecond of time it took for my brain to process this astonishing feat (no pun intended!); Tooey instantly disappeared.. INTO the refrigerator.. and? Umm.. the door shut. AAAHHHH!! Huh. Mystery solved.

Now I have another problem- as I try to figure out HOW to keep this cat from getting herself stuck in a place she cannot easily get out of!! So far, here is the list of OTHER places she has entered.. and things dearly destructive Tooey has managed to accomplish.

* Managed to get INSIDE the bird’s cage. Thankfully, it was unoccupied as it is the spare cage.
* Hopped into the dryer, with wet clothes. Normal cat behaviour.. I THINK.
* Managed to open pantry door where dry bags of pet food stored. Shredded 2 bags of dog food and 3 bags of cat food.
* Snuck into the dishwasher as it was being loaded.. almost was locked in.
* Opened cupboard doors under bathroom sink- shredded 4 rolls toilet paper.
* Moved 3 HEAVY containers ( 1 1/2 FULL gallons, each) of detergent placed in front of pantry door, shredded 2 MORE bags dry dog food.
* Chewed the masking tape OFF the cupboard doors in bathroom.. shredded remaining roll of toilet paper.

I am pretty sure dear Tooey needs to get herself a full- time job. Obviously she is “bored silly”- and needs to apply herself in more socially constructive and beneficial activities. Perhaps I will teach her how to read, and type.. then SHE can write exerpts in this blog.. and send people “Happy Sparkle Thoughts” each day?? Hahahaha.. and then? I can sit on the bottom shelf of my refrigerator- and.. figure out how to get back OUT. Such are the events of thus far in my home this morning, dear reader(s). It IS a zoo here- and I am determined that I need to be VERY clear in deciding.. NO MORE animals in this home!! *LOL* I hope that you are having a fabulous day, and actively living your “life’s purpose”. Here’s an extra helping of “Happy Sparkle Thoughts”.. that Tooey JUST brought from.. the refrigerator (kidding!). Oh yes.. I almost forgot. A VERY rare moment of “Quiet Contemplation” of Miss Tooey. She’s probably thinking about how to craft a pair of wings for herself!!